Cloud Nine Tonight

Shawn Christmas

Compositor: Shawn Christmas

High all the time, but I just don't mind
As long as I see the light
No reason why, just passing the time
Is this life such a crime?

Party it up all through the moonshine
I'm always racing
For that feeling I'm chasing
Cloud nine tonight

Let me keep your secret
You'll be speechless, watch that feeling
High on me, believe it
Like a dream, you'll feel it
(When is it enough? When is it enough? When is it enough?)

Danger is my friend
Another consequence of sin
Running on a tightrope with my eyes closed
Until I've reached the end
I don't ever wanna quit
But all my vices make me sick
Am I in denial? Or is it vital?
A habit I can't kick, I won't quit

Am I just a drunk? Just stuck in a funk?
'Cause maybe I'm past my prime
I'm wasted in love, these spirits, they shove
Me back down everytime

Is this my hell? Created myself
Is it too late to try? (Is it too late?)
To get to a heaven of mine (Is it too late?)
Am I stuck inside?

Let me be your favorite
Time is faded, I'm tired of waiting
High on me, believe in
Like a dream, you'll feel it

Can you make me feel again?
I'm numb to everything within
Running on a tightrope with my eyes closed
Until I've reached the end
Maybe I should fucking quit
And get my life together quick
'Cause I feel so hopeless, but danger's growing
I'll never see the end, I won't quit

I took the poison myself
I'm just another addict in this fucked up hell
I can't see the old me anymore

I've lost myself
But I'm too proud to ask for your help
I took the poison myself
And I don't want to let you down

I don't wanna let you down
I took the poison myself
I'm just another addict in this fucked up hell

Make me feel again
I'm numb to everything within
Running on a tightrope with my eyes closed
Until I've reached the end
I don't ever wanna quit
But all my vices make me sick
Am I in denial? Or is it vital?
A habit I can't kick, I won't quit

So save yourself
I don't need you locked up in my hell
I can't see the old me anymore

I've lost myself
But I'm too proud to ask for your help
You can't save me now
And I don't wanna, I don't wanna let you down

Took the poison myself
I'm just another addict in this fucked up hell

Took the poison myself
I'm just another addict in this fucked up hell
You can't save me now
I don't want to let you down

Took the poison myself
I'm just another addict in this fucked up hell
Need you to wish me well
I won't get to Heaven, but I'll try somehow

Took the poison myself
I'm just another addict in this fucked up hell
Took the poison myself
I'm just another addict in this fucked up hell